Fad Deng Deng

2012-01-06T00:00:00.001+08:00

Ok. After so long of not using blogger. The template is so much different man..

Well, hello 2012. Happy new year. Hope this year would be a great year for all of us. :)

2011-11-05T15:31:00.003+08:00

I've been casually went on dates with guys but I don't look forward to it at all. Sigh. I made plans with them and at the end of the day I feel regreted making the decisions. Sometimes they asked me out first and I blindly agreed to it.

It's only with one guy that I love goin out with. That I really look forward with. I miss him now.

2011-10-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

I can ONLY be envious of couples who can date after work during weekdays for as long as I'm stucked with him.

As much as I wanted to go out with him during the weekdays. It's like a total NO; or if so, it'll be like a 50/50 decision. I know, I know next day is a working day. Like as if I'm not working?

Fuck lah. Truly frustrating can?!

2011-10-11T08:21:00.003+08:00

I love someone now, ALOT. However, that person is afraid/ or does not want commitments. I do not know how long do I have to wait. It's abslolutely frustrating though. I then started to feel insecure. But who will know by the face that I always projects.

Furthermore, questionning about engagement and marriage which totally makes no sense at the moment now. Don't just say that it's just a question. It's very annoying to answer those.

2011-09-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all.

This year raya was so-so. I didn't really enjoy it. My appetite was so-so. The night before raya, I was kind bored of the food till I had to get to the shop to get maggi cup noodle in the middle of the night.

I also didn't take self-shots on myself much. Boringggg...

About the money part, I started to give out this year to only my cousins who'd actually shook hands with me. Except for one on my dad's side. She has never shook hands not talk to me since forever. So to hell with that attitude. If you want respect you gotta earn it. Ceh bual macam besar jer aku ni...

Then, there is one god's creation who decides to make a joke of how much I gave to their children lah kan and asked me to give more. It might be a joke to that person. But deep inside me, it depleted my self-esteem. That fella even mistook the amount I gave and talk it out to everyone embarassing me further. Do I have to be on par with what you have given me for the past years? How much do I earn? Do I earn like that fella? No. If you dosen't know that person's difficulty in life. Shut your mouth man seriously.

Thanks to the persons who have given me green packets even though I only received 3. Lol.

K, I'm done today.

Koizora

2011-08-29T21:18:00.002+08:00

I have just finished watching 6 episodes of Kaizora @ Sky of Love.

A tear jerking drama. Seriously, you will cry 90% while watching. I can guarantee you that!

I cried till I got an headache.

What if one day your s/0 passed away?

2011-08-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

When we met yesterday, I had the urge to hug you.

When we were walking side by side, I had the urge to hold your hand.

When we were sitting side by side, I had to urge to lie on ur shoulders.

But I never pursue the urge because.........

2011-08-26T02:41:00.001+08:00

Weekdays date: Zero

Weekdays date rejection: 100%

Thank you.

Why need to smoke?

2011-08-24T02:58:00.000+08:00

The smoking part disturbs me alot. I felt kinda betrayed. Yet again, who am I to voice out these things right?

Thinking of it made the situation a bit more different and as if it's a different person.

Even though, I did not see it but it kept me thinking about it. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

2011-08-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

I've been crazily searching for Myung Wol the Spy episode 12 online. But there's none in english subs as of now. I need it so badly! Sad sad sad.

If I had knew I had to wait.. I wouldn't have started watching in the first place.

It's the same as Mary Stayed Out All Night drama except that their episodes was subtitled faster. This time round is a bit slow cos of the actress that goes on strike. Sigh.

2011-08-21T15:49:00.002+08:00

Hi there! Currently, I've been occupying myself with Korean Dramas after searching for a good one for months. Heheh.

It's Myung Wol the Spy. Stopped at episode 11 as the others have not uploaded yet. Sigh. It's the climax part man. Some of the scences they acted was in Singapore. Especially at MBS. I think they were here in June 11?

It's a good drama to watch. Good-looking actresses and actors. :)

Not forgetting the eye-candy below, Lee Jin Wook. *big big smile*

Anxiously waiting for episode 12 to be up!

2011-08-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so down these few days. Even a nag makes me want to tear up.

2011-08-20T18:48:00.001+08:00

There is no such thing as goin all out. Lick my feet first!

2011-08-20T01:24:00.001+08:00

I've just watched a Hong Kong movie, Don't Go Breaking My Heart.

It was a movie that I've been wanting to watch when it just aired however no one was interested.

It's a nice love story. Funnily cute in some. I'm glad with the ending.

Love a guy who loves more than you do.

2011-08-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

I think, Miss Little Red is coming soon thus the angry posts.

Urgh, I feel really sucky. So many clogged up feelings that I wanted to voice out but seems like it's of no use.

2011-08-18T22:20:00.001+08:00

I hate that someone's wall post.

I hate it when someone is so stingy with information. Eg; I ask someone which place has nice tarts and the reply was "you can find it anywhere and just buy one or two to taste first".

I also especially hate it whenever EVERYTIME I go to a shop, the person NEVER follows me into the shop and waits outside with a superfark face.

Thanks everybody for your service with me.

Sometimes after telling me the cravings, then will say "eh your house is far lahh". So since my house is so damn far, don't even mention about all this to me. Go and tell someone who is nearer to your house and ask the person out lah!

And even had the cheek to mention "kaulah sorg2 close fren aku". Puih!

2011-08-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

I guess, the black clouds has somehow cleared. Just go with the flow lor.

Anywho, I didn't have to wait for long to eat at Tong Seng again. I just had my fried fish soup w/ milk just now for break fast.

Perhaps, next time I want to eat their minced chicken mushroom noodle. My friend's noodle just now looked appetizing cos of the juicy mushrooms. You know how much I love big-big juicy shrooms! :)

Further to my expenses that I have spent on UNECESSARILY... was on my dearest hair. Sigh x1000. You see, I could have spent that on my family instead for Hari Raya preparations.

At first, last 1.5 mths I bought a hair color+treatment voucher @ $43. Then the color makes me looked washed out. So I decided to have my hair highlighted + 10 mins treatment @ Clementi with a friend which cost me $43. I had ash brown for my whole head with gold highlights which looked horribly done. Oh emm geee man! I had it done at New Station. Never go there. It's so lao ya.

Not only mine was terribly done. My friend's too. She dyed her hair dark brown with gold highlights. It turned out bad. The dark brown actually looked black and the highlights was bright gold. Like seriously? With a hair treatment that was about 10 mins which cost her $85. Could have paid more and gotten better results at other places. Double sigh.

So that afternoon I went to JB and people keep staring at my hair. I couldn't help it and went to a nearby saloon the next day and dyed my hair brown cos the highlights at the back was in patches and I wouldn't want to go to work with that stoopid hair. So the auntie was like laughing at my hair. So bad. :(

It cost me another $50 and my scalp keep itching.
Total damage done and is still unhappy: $136.

What kind of luck I'm having for this year man?

And, I bough 3 shoes in 3 weeks. One each for work, normal outings and raya. All black. I must be a boring person right. 99% of my shoes are in black lah.

K done. Next time. :)

2011-08-14T03:32:00.000+08:00

The hell with all the emotional shizz this week.

Anywho! I finally got to eat the Fried Fish NoodleSoup w/ milk @ Tong Seng for iftar. I want to go and eat it again but with who?? The next time round, Im gonna eat it slowly. I think, I have somebody in mind but that would be 2 more weeks. Sianz.

Do i have to live with it?

2011-08-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

Every year, I could only watch in envy especially on these 2 ocassions:-

1. Couples enjoying the fireworks display held at Marina Bay
2. Couples walking down the aisles of bazaar Geylang commenting to their s/o about the stuffs there

I know some things we have to understand that the other party dosen't like to visit places that are too crowded. But does it have to be a forever thingy?

2011-08-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

I really wish he would look at me like how he did when we first met.

2011-08-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

When a girl throws a tantrum to a guy. Means she wants attention.

Period.

2011-07-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Ever since 23 August 2010. My career and finance has been a mess. Nothing is even right at all since day 1. I was extremely unlucky having a senior who is the daughter of the Company's owner. She is like a spy. An extemely annoying Adult I've ever met! How do I define my type of annoyance?

She sits exactly behind me which could see everything from my screen and all.. As I was doing my WORK. Look, I mentioned WORK. I think she's belo or what, she asked me
"Fadhilah... May I ask what are you doing?"

Should that even be asked? Or should I say "Oh, I'm digging my nose."

And 95% of the time, she keep re-assuring me these kind of questions more than 3 fucking times each. "If I can do it? It is ok? So how can? Can? It can be done right? See I told you" those kinda..

I mean like seriously who does that man?^*%&^$&%*&(&*!!

Which I now would always ignore those annoyance.

It was tough working here with the taik gigi pay. I get so shagged everyday even though I had an early night. I carry heavy files every single day. I have a naggy boss but sometimes she's ok though.

Most of all, I can NEVER ever go back on time.

And the reason today why I am venting all this is because I did a mistake of forgetting to lodge in a change for the client and it has overdued and the penalty is around $50-$60 and I have to bear the cost.

It's not that I want to forget? I was so busy doing all the filings in ****.

I do not know if this is the right way cos my friend had encountered a similar situation and he had to pay triple of the amount.

Anyway, I did email Mother Of Mothers for enquiries on this to see how it goes.

2011-07-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates!

Just that nothing exciting has been happening in my life...

The plain mundane weekdays and weekends. Nothing excites me anymore, sadly.

And on the other hand, I do not know why Puan Agong keep emphasizing me to get to know other guys? It's not that I storied to her about my problems.. She keep asking me to find someone who is better off and bla, bla, bla...

I've been wanting to! But how rite? It's not like looking for clothes in a shopping centre. Cos I don't see ANY progress. Duh like as if I am in a REAL relationship to be talkin about this.

Oh! My Prince Charming, please hide no more. I need the excitement all over again.

2011-06-18T13:11:00.001+08:00

I need to vent my frustrations again.

In February, I signed up a facial package @ 12 sessions for $900. So since I only have a $500 credit card limit, I opted for 3x payment. Then I topped up another $228+ for ampoules. I have spent so much on these and my face just have slight improvements. Scars, big pores, pimples, oily skin are all still there.

So 7 sessions have gone as of yesterday. 5 out of 7 sessions, I've been paying shits. Then yesterday the beautician, try to hard sell the renewal package. My current package is not done yet and she say that this promotion is special and bla, bla, bla.

It's pretty frustrating having to fork out tonnes of $$$ on every session.

It was a good deal though but I have to reject her and I've been having thoughts of trying other places.

I need to breathe man. Fasting month & Hari Raya is a few mths away which I definately need to use a lot of $$$.

I've been wanting to shop so much. It's been months that I didn't get to buy the stuffs that I really liked. :(

I've got 5 more sessions to go before I put it to a total stop. I also want to get out of a country for a shop trip which was last done in January..

And! In July they have a Korean Wave Concert which cost so much and I don't know if I have somebody to go with. :( :(

2011-06-14T23:22:00.001+08:00

Just bear in mind that he's just not that into you and move on with life and stop thinkin about boys!

Oh, but I can't stop thinking about Ashraf Muslim ever since watching Ilusi @ Sensasi every weekdays. Teeehee~

2011-06-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

Your's Truly passed her BTT on the 4th try. (47/50)

Hahha..

2011-06-05T04:17:00.001+08:00

Stroke my hair, pull me closer and whisper "I love you."

Just kill me

2011-06-05T02:44:00.005+08:00

Hi guys. Yours truly here has been feeling kind of down since Friday.

Did some hard crying before I went to sleep yesterday. It's a habit of relieving myself after having a bad day.

The words that came out from his mouth hurts me a lot these days which at times I literally felt like tearing on the spot which I can't since we were in public.

Like on Friday. Unexpectedly, I had my period and I didn't bring the pad and went on to buy a 6 piece pack. After usage and since my bag is small and his is big, I asked for a 'tumpang'. Then he goes with a pissed off face "If you forget to take from me at the end of the day, I'll definately THROW it away."

:( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Is that thing damn harmful to you till you have to throw it away if I've forgotten about it? Can't you pass it to me on the next meet up?

And some hurtful things he has said which I've forgotten what it was.

Me and my lateness. I know it's an absolutely bad thing. Whenever I'm late, I'll never say sorry anymore cos it's useless, I'll ended up being bashed with "it's DISGUSTING when you say sorry and bla3..."

Which most of the time, he'll post on his FB about my lateness which I find it quite hurtful (he didn't mention names but I knew it was about me). I bet if he reads this, he would be like "shouldn't I feel hurtful too when you are always late for 4 yrs?"

Can somebody stroke my head and pull me on their shoulder? I need comfort. :(

Empty Hearted

2011-06-01T13:03:00.001+08:00

The two interns from Malaysia intership ended yesterday.

I was kind of sad yesterday cos I didn't manage to take a picture with them for memories.

Then, when I was about to go to the lobby, they were gathering at the reception area with some of the bosses. Voila! We took group pictures. That's nice. :)

Sadly today, I feel kind of empty without them. Most of the time, I'd be going lunch with them but now, not really anyone I could go with.

2011-05-29T22:36:00.001+08:00

After so long, I had a nice sweet dream. I've shared this dream to a friend whom I always confide with. It's a nice feeling when somebody comments.

I dreamed of a guy that looked like Ashraf Muslim (have been watching Illusi in Sensasi everyday) He liked me.. I also sort of like him (well you know, I really want somebody new in my life)
We went on for dates. He treated me so well - like what I've been dreaming of for years.
The dream lasted for quite long. Really, I was absolutely elated. I woke up smiling.

2011-05-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

Puan Agong: What's the progress with that guy?

Me: *can't be bothered face*

This happens when you broke up twice with the same person. It never feel the same anymore.

The way you're being treated is totally different as well.

No doubt, I hate the situation that I'm currently in.

Adamaya

2011-05-20T01:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I've finished watching Adamaya. It's a good drama.

The last 2 episodes was quite touching. I would have teared if I watched it alone. Heh.

Eyecandy is the guy in yellow above, Sein. Teehee!

I love his character in it. Even though he married his wife unwillingly at first because their parents really want them to be together, he carried out his responsibilities as a husband well.

Whereby his wife hated the fact that they were married because she had a bf in college.
He did whatever ways to win his wife's heart.

Still being very patient with his wife even though she's very rude and didn't treasure him.

Omagatt. He's my dream husband. I want a husband like Adam, a patient family man.
^___^

When ladies have the higher authorities, they sucked. Period!

2011-05-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

It's already 0112 hrs in the morning. And the windows on this toopid lappy decided to take a nap and not gona wake up.

Argh! At a times like this.

Fcker!

To the client who scolded me yesterday on the phone, I hope you fall down a flight of stairs. You abruptly makes me feel so demoralized.

And as a Director of a Company, shouldn't you read the emails from A-Z? Instead of calling me and said ít's too long and what was it about? Then what's the point of me drafting a fcking long email to you?

She should say "I've read it but I still don't understand it. Could you please explain?"

I fcking don't know my job well (ehem). Sometimes whatever email that I've sent, I don't bother to make an effort to understand the situation. Mmg la padan muka aku. Tapi it's so chim.

And, when the client talks like a gangster, whatever I wanted to say vanished. There you go.

Nanti confirm kene dgr radio rosak dari andartu a.k.a. my boss.

2011-05-20T00:46:00.001+08:00

I miss you. :(

2011-05-02T04:38:00.000+08:00

I stayed up late till now at 0435 hrs just to purchase some stuffs from Gmarket. Then I tried to delete one item off my shopping cart and it is still there after I've logged out and using another windows. Fakkkkk!

The best thing is after giving up on deleting and just wana purchase everything on my cart. It prompted me that there's no item choosen. And I can't buy it right now!!!!

Faaa you ahh!

I need to wake up at 9AM for a picnic later.......

iPhone 4 aka iSnow

2011-05-01T03:33:00.008+08:00

Lol at the title.. I call my brand new iPhone, iSnow. Teehee..

I have purchased the 16GB white iPhone and got a new line under M1 yesterday and got 3 back covers F.O.C. I initially opt for Singtel. But why did I choose M1 instead? Cuz I had no choice cuz Singtel has my brother name on their system and I die- die have to use a student plan cuz my smses are always more than a thousand per month.

Currently, I'm using the orange one while waiting for mine to be shipped from Gmarket.

When I used to work in a shipyard, I don't care when people uses iPhone, However, now I work in the CBD. Everyday, I see people with their beautiful iPhone 4 casings. Jealous much.

I just settled my bills just now and I got a shock of my f-ing life. I know my data usage for last month is a lot. But I didn't know I had use till 8MB and it cost me $60 over. Goodness! Total came to about $105. O____O
Tak dapat sak merase duit government. Kanina.

I paid my bills (credit card partially), gave my mum $150 (she didn't get the $$ cuz she's a PR), bought iPhone 4 and some shoppings)

My main wishlist that I have not purchased- Birkenstock Florida sandal and bags at Great World City Next month lah.

Arghh! Totally frustrating.

So you guys out there, don't ask me out till 1 June ohkay. Imma leave my credit and ATM cards at home. I am super broke. Sad ah.

2011-04-27T00:36:00.001+08:00

My posts have been so depressing.

I'll blog about the happy2 stuffs soon....

2011-04-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

When you miss somebody. What do you do?

2011-04-23T05:32:00.001+08:00

It's all about her that makes you really happy.

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2011-04-21T02:34:00.008+08:00

Since I am into BigBang now, I've been on Soompi & Youtube searching infos about them. Heh.

So in the forums, I saw that Soompiers mentioned TOP acted in a movie with Seungri called Nineteen (click to watch)
I know, so backdated.
How can I not watch TOP acting? Lulz. Except for Iris. Too lazy to start even.

I thought it was some kiddy kind. But it was nice.. :)

TOP, rapping and his deep husky voice shouting here and there. *smile big2*

Forward to 0:26 for the song.
He even looks so fine in that shades. Teehee!

What's next on my list?

2011-04-21T01:34:00.001+08:00

He was up till 2200hrs. I text at around 2100hrs. No response.

Since when I have been checking up on ppl untill like this?

Nomu hinduro.

2011-04-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

Everyday, I tell myself " Don't think about him. It would only sadden yourself".

Eventually, it would lead to myself feeling quite pissed off especially when I came across his FB ACCIDENTALLY. I super hate that display picture. But what can I say?

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed?

2011-04-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

Did I got the wrong sms this afternoon? He asked me out on a weekday. And it's to Orchard. Freaking weird or what?

I'm amused man.

I declined.

Just whatever.

What does real love taste like? Is it sweet?

2011-04-17T18:10:00.001+08:00

I have completed watching 16 episodes of Personal Taste ("PT"). It was a simple drama with some climax here and there..

Ye Jin looks horribly simple. On the other hand, Min Ho looked good! His thick hair.. I simply love his character in the drama. Just like what I wanted in a guy.. :)

To add, he has improved on his kissing scene a bit since BOF. :)

Oh btw, as I was going to find some PT OST romanized lyrics @ aheeyah.com, it has closed down. :(

There, I saw a video of the Webmaster. I understand her plight. It really must be so hard maintaining a website for 10 years.

But thanks for all the lyrics all these while. :)

What's the next drama that I should watch?

Falling out of Love

2011-04-16T14:30:00.001+08:00

I just felt like.... The feeling I am feeling now is just so bad that I don't know how it really feels.

Mad? Dissapointed? Sad? Lonely? Unappreciated?

Ahh Fuck you!

2011-04-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

Have you ever knew which actions that you've done to me that I really like very much?

It's something quite rare. But whenever you did that, it never fails to make my heart flutter.

If I were a guy, I would definately know how to please my girlfriend very well.

We clicked

2011-04-13T23:10:00.001+08:00

Did I ever share that I've went on a date with my collegue? Lol.

He asked me out again for this Friday for another movie.

The first time, he went all out. Treated me to a movie, food and he even sent me back home via cab and he lives at Serangoon. -___-'

I insisted that we just parted ways at Orchard. Oh well. Cos you see he's my colleague and I don't want to feel too weird around him.

I guess if we have time I want to treat him to Anderson's Chocolate Fondue. It looked better than the one at Swensen's. :)

We'll see how it goes then. Haha.

I especially at times love going out after work to have dinner or window shop & etc. Since, nowadays I rarely hang out during weekdays, I'm taking every opportunity to go out if it seems fine.

Anyong.

What telah happen?

2011-04-13T02:02:00.004+08:00

It's has been many months since I've said ILY & IMU. At times, I really wanted to text to that person but it kept me thinking whether would it be worth. I sometimes wonder what will the other party feel if I sent those texts.

Scenario:-

1) *message ringtone* Read the text, smile and reply the same

2) *message ringtone* Read the text, close the inbox and ignore

3) *message ringtone* Read the text and say "whatever"

I worry the unnecessary.

Studying is a very sleepy thing

2011-04-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

I took my 3rd BTT yesterday; this time i put in 80% of studying. Previous two was only 10% of studying.

Yet I still FAIL FAIL. FAIL.

I got 41/50. I need to get 45/50 in order to move on to the next. BIG F.

I rushed into it and wanted to save money. I jumped straight to BTT which I should have taken the practice first. The next slot that I've book is exactly 2 months later which is in June. Two FREAKING LONG MONTHS. That's what you get when you are a private student. Long, long wait. Another BIG F.

+__________+

Nando's

2011-04-11T01:42:00.009+08:00

Last Friday, my friend and I headed to City Square, JB.. Suka- suka only go there. First time by car with her.

We chose to eat at Nando's instead of the usual Kenny Rogers. Since it was our first time to dine in there. Was it a Mexican Cuisine?

I ordered grilled chicken strips w/ mediteranean rice & coleslaw @ RM12.95. The chicken is nice. Not dry. Rice was not bad. The coleslaw tasted t0o raw.

And, chips with chilli powder. So-so only. The chilli powder is salty. Very weird.

The drink that I ordered is nice also. Was it apple juice in sparkling water or something.

On the other hand, my friend chose Chicken-mango burger w/ chips @ RM16+ and Mango smoothies. Tasted okay on my buds.

As you can see above, they have their own peri-peri sauce. Looks appetizing eyy? Looks like curry as well.Once you pour it, you wouldn't want to taste it again. Very sourish + spicy taste. Weird. Really weird.

Anyway, the ambience is nice.. Lightings there is purfect for photo-taking.

The bill came up to RM 50+ and gave us a RM5 voucher. This would be my first and last.

What's so great about her?!

2011-04-11T00:51:00.004+08:00

I hate that display picture both on phone and FB. Totally hate it!

But who am I to comment?

What I've been wishing...

2011-04-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

I longed for that long warm hug and touch.

2011-04-08T14:52:00.000+08:00

I am kind of in a pissed off mood.

First thing, I am on one day leave today. Really a pity that I absolutely cannot take 1/2 day leave.

So, my friend and I planned on an outing.. Phototaking and such. Yesterday, she sms-ed me that we'll be going out at 1130 hrs. Yours truly here woke up earlier so as not to be late. Called, sms and sent a really frustrated sms. Yet nobody replied. Exactly 1130 hrs she sms me.. "Sorryla.. Overslept."

Should I be angry? Yes, no?

Then she sms me again saying that she'll fetch me at 1330 hrs. Ok then at 1404 hrs she sms and say that she's going out already. Now is exactly 1450 hrs and there is no response.. Her house is just at B. Panjang not at Pasir Ris.

Annoying much?

My mood has just fly-ed.

Period.

2011-04-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

How does it feel to be in love again?

The numerous smses and night calls..

2011-04-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

I don't feel good eversince I woke up today... Sigh.

I woke up with a sorethroat. Followed by hot body temperature.

Hor-lee-daes?

2011-03-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

It's 0138 hrs and I've been blogging for the past minutes.. I publish, edit, publish, edit. Still the alignment are not perfect. Bodoh nk mampos or what?

In the end, I deleted it off..

2011-03-29T01:11:00.001+08:00

I know, I am so backdated. I'm going to finish watching Coffee Prince. 2 more episodes to go. Wahaha..

Should have watch it when it just aired right..

But anyway.. Gong Yoo... Slit eyes and dimples. Aigoo! Nomu chua! And when he hugs Eun Hye in that drama makes me wanna hug him too can? And when he uses his arms as a pillow for her.. (that couldn't last long in real life cos it would numb the arm)

All the guys in that drama has their attractiveness except for the elderlies.. Lol. Waffle guy @ Kim Jae Wook. Meltings ahh...

But I can't stop thinking that the extreme right guy on the picture above has died in a motorbike accident in 2008. Such an adorable cast in CP.

I just had to oogle at these hotties. My real life is no fun. Watching Korean dramas makes me hyped and dream of only the wonderful things.

2011-03-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

Maybe one day, holding hands, hugs and kisses isn't something I'll look forward to.

Self-Cam

2011-03-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

No matter how busy I am with my life right now with work, I would still love to do some eye make-up at home which I wouldn't dare to wear it out.. So I doll myself up and self-cam many2.. But I'm gonna share with you guys one picture.

Ote? Yyepo? (Self-praise)

My brother say I look like those Korean celebrities. Wakaka.. Mrepek or wad?

2011-03-26T23:00:00.001+08:00

Urgh... My tummy don't feel good today..

Puan Agong, cooked sambal lala wrapped in aluminium foil and Mee Hailam. Aint those good food? But I only ate a small portion. :(

Matters worst, I'm having a bad cold since Friday morning. and my ears are blocked and the world seems to be so quiet. Aigoo!

Annoys the hell out of me.

2011-03-24T01:24:00.004+08:00

Sigh. I've never felt this lonely in my life before!

Sometimes I would have to go for lunch alone.

Saddening sia!

I don't really have someone to talk to at work. Like to tell stories of what I did over the weekend, like what I felt like eating and bla3....

Even so, I had a colleague who joined on the same day as me but different dept., I felt very distant with her. We used to be okay however when she found a new, better senior gossipy colleague, she would leave me alone. Not that I am asking her to stick to me like a glue right.

The only thing that would make me feel somewhat alive is when I have someone to chat to on Skype.

Even though most of the time, I would try to brush it off aside but when the moodswings came, it would make me feel extremely down.

I wanted to hand in my resignation letter so badly but I can't. Next time never to sign on a bond! NEVER! 2 freaking years. O.M.G. When a Company ask you to sign a bond, from what I'm guessing, means that the Company previously had a lot of staffs that resigns within a few months. Definately not a good thing.

Whatever lah. I should just work and the go straight home. And the 1.4 years will pass by fast (like real!) Oh my youth!

2011-03-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching 20 episodes of Secret Garden this morning at 1230hrs. Nice!

Hyun Bin! Kyaaack!

He's not my favourite but I grew to like him as I was watching.. Love his kisses, hugs and going crazy over a girl. Let's go awww!

Especially when he cried so badly while writing a letter when his gf was in a coma in the hospital. Half of episode 17-18 was the saddest of all. I teared so bad till my head aches. Idk why I did that. I guess I was so stressed up at work and it all got mixed up.

And, when he became a dad to 3 boys. Nomu chua!

Let's see.. What drama to watch now... I have Running Man in my hard disc but I don't feel like it.. The Intern from my workplace gave it to me.. And he keep asking me "have you watch it?".

I would always reply no. Feel kind of bad though..

Anyong!

2011-03-22T01:29:00.000+08:00

Kiss me. Hug me. Like Hyun Bin.

2011-03-21T03:08:00.000+08:00

I just realised, the current playlist has been unchanged for freaking 3 mths! I am absolutely annoyed and bored of the song already. But I am just too lazy to change it. And, I don't know what song to upload either..

Currently watching a Korean drama, Secret Garden.

At episode 17 as of now. My last watched drama that has Hyun Bin in it was My Name is Kim Sam Soon. Eons ago! What can I say man? He's absolutely fine! Teehee~

The way he kiss is MELTINGZ ahhhh....

Where can I get this kind of guy in reality hmm?

2011-03-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

I must be out of my mind to ask him out on a weekday, do I?

2011-03-13T23:08:00.003+08:00

Are there guys out there who could make me a girl happy for a long time?

2011-03-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

I should think of him as someone ordinary like others.

No progress, nothing.

Even if we progress, it would lead to more heartaches.

Oh, my Prince Charming.. Where are you? I need you now..

2011-03-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

Am so pissed helluver!!

First thing, I was told to go to Grandparent's house for visiting because parents say I haven't been visiting them for a long time.

Ok, fine. I told them there's a match @ 9.30pm.

A big match between Man Utd & Liverpool; that is to me.

So I came. 9pm came and they still didn't budge. I nudge them again every 5 mins to go home. Alast Exactly 9.30pm then they move. Great or what sia? I was cursing like a fucker in my heart. Brutal, I must say!

Secondly, I don't have a football channel at home to watch because of a big time muderfucker. So, I watch from the internet - a live streaming.

Thirdly, in order to watch these kind of big games, I need to open the live streaming website about 10 mins before the game starts so that my streaming won't be lagging.

I arrived home 20 mins after the game starts. It lagged like fuck and now, I can't even watch a thing. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I regretted going over to my Grandparents house big time!!!!!

I know it's not the end of the world, but it would really affects my mood tommorrow; seriously.

I had noticed that if my weekend sucks, my Monday would be helluver kind of a nightmare!

A long wait..

2011-02-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

Another 1.5 years before I could tender my resignation! I can't wait for that day, really!

2011-02-20T19:33:00.000+08:00

When my younger bro wants to eat something, she cooks it on the day itself. Or worse, just one serving solely for him. When, I want to eat something, she'll delay it like don't know when or ask me to cook myself.

How unfair?

Damn it.

Port Dickson [29th-31st Jan 2011]

2011-02-20T05:00:00.000+08:00

I shall blog about my trip to Port Dickson, Malaysia (I know it's some basi news already)

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3D2N PD Trip with Nanie, Fad, Shaf & Topa
Accomm: The Legend International Water Homes (Executive Pool Villa - Above The Sea)
Price: Approx. RM 1,125 (2 nights) Booked through Asiarooms.com. Great discounts. It was shared among 4 pax. Do your maths.

Day 1 - 29th Jan

Shaf picked everyone up from our respective houses. Last was mine since we were going via 2nd Link. Left my place at 0700 hrs (because someone slept the whole of the day before and forgot to pack his bag and I heard they had to wait 1 hour at his house carpark)

We proceed to Gelang Patah to change $$. Shop wasn't opened at 0700+ hrs. Shaf and myself have changed in advanced. We then stopped at some petrol kiosk to see if there was any money changer around but none!

Raining!!

We vavavrooom to Machap because I badly wanted to eat the black pepper hotdog bun @ KAYA Kopitiam. (Sadly, I only get to eat those like twice yearly)

Craving for some? It's super deli-delicious!

I remembered that it was raining so heavily when we were around Malacca. Damn. I suggest, avoid going to PD from Nov-March.

We reached PD Town around 1200+ hrs. However, we got stucked in the jam literally for an hour. No kid. And beside our car was 2-3 Shell Tankers. Then, some kind soul wanted to smoke in the car. Crazy or what? So, we shooo-ed him out and ask him to go to the front to see what was the jam all about. Apparently, there was this bicycle race that rides from states to states and we saw helicopters and such. What a bother.

At last! We finally reached our destination. It was located deep2 inside..

Below pictures was the view we got from the carpark..

Garden Pool Villas - Garden Living

Reception Area..

Waiting Area/ Entrance of Lanun Bar..

Opposite the Reception.

Rabbits! Just for CNY Deco.

Actually before coming to the resort, I did some research as usual. We would need a buggy to get to our rooms cos it's quite a distance from the lobby.

Voila! How true it was. It's a F.O.C service.

Just nice for 4 slim guests.

Our Room, 2089

Room Card. You tap it like EZ-Link. Cool sia!

Jeng, Jeng, Jeng! Our Executive room!

The glass panel is for you to see the water below. It's not clear water like in Maldives.

Tv is too far away from our beds. Either it could be bigger or nearer..

The kitchenette from the pool.

Outdoor shower before you jump into the pool. It's heated btw.

Closet

Aigner Toileteries - More to guys taste.

After much exploration of our room, we decided to relax for awhile and try our personal indoor pool as it was drizzling..

We became Monkeys for awhile..

Then they played the 'lifeguard saving a drowing man' thingy..

All fresh after a shower, it's time to get out and have our lunch cum dinner..

Outside our room.

Our corridor

Lift lobby

We dined in at The Chicken Rice shop at a new shopping mall that was just build on Dec 2010.

Our spread. Totally famished! And effing cheap!

After that we went to Giant to get snacks and drinks. Then head to another run-down shopping mall to find shot glasses and pirated DVDs and 7-Eleven for ice.. -____-

While watching The Social Network.

After that movie, the TV channel was totally boring. Not even one channel was interesting.

Two was already down due to the booze. Boring right. Left with Shaf and myself that were awake. Real Madrid was on TV but it was boring because Kaka wasn't playing. Heheh. I totally forgotten that we could watch the match at Lanun Bar.

Tried so hard to wake the sleepyheads but they wouldn't budge. I ended up sleeping on the floor. I don't know why.

Shaf found me and carried me up to the bed but I was with my half-wet swimwear (wanted to go for a swim actually) I couldn't even walk on my own. Really bad. He woke up Nani to help me out. Luckily she was already sober. I was dragged to the toilet and puke. I was closing my eyes till he asked "what did you eat tadi sia FAD?". I saw black2 bits in the bowl. Hahaha ewww! It was seaweed. After flushing and changing, I fell in the toilet. Don't know how I fell till now and screamed. I even got a bruise. Macam dalam drama lah kan, Nani and Shaf went in and pull me up. Really funny story. After so much happenings, I was on the bed safely.

And, I slept till next the morning with the same position. No joke!

Day 2 - 30th Jan

We, the girls woke up early for breakfast w/o having a shower and the guys slept like a log.

Entrance of Duyong Restaurant

The restaurant's decor

The guys took sometime to wake up.

It was raining quite heavily to have water sports activities. Really wasted. Our point to come here is to get onto the beach see some sun. Bummer.

So, we proceed to Cape Rachado's Lighthouse. It was quite far from our hotel. Thank god to someone who invented this GPS gadget. I wanted to go to this lighthouse is because, people said you could get a nice view of the Straits of Malacca.

Upon reaching, there was someone at the gate of the entrance to the hill. We were asked to give him RM10 if we want to get up there by car. So we gave him RM15 instead. Where actually, no vehicles was allowed up there unless you work in the lighthouse. The road up there was very narrow and it took about 5 mins. If you walk, it would prolly take 20 mins.

Stairs to the Lighthouse

I thought we could go inside the lighthouse to get a better view. Kind of dissapointed.

The view that we've got... Marvellous!

Because of the rain, it looks foggy. The view might be better if there was sun. If you fall, that's it!

Reason for taking this picture is to show proof that our car was up there. Lol.

Our stomach was grumbling and we head to Pizza Hut to have our lunch cum dinner yet again..

Perangai budak gemok came and the bill came up to RM120+, Which we considered it cheap. How could you get a meal of that equivalent price in SG?

We head back to our hotel around 1800 hrs. Totally upset because of the weather and our room wasn't cleaned up yet. We were in the pool when they started cleaning. Sigh. Went for a super cold dip in the pool and went for a movie marathon; The Green Hornet and Step-Up while boozing and taking pictures.

After the movies, I asked all of us to go out and take some pictures since we have not explore the hotel vicinity.. It was really dim outside... The guys with the white bathrobe. *shakes head*

All was quite high actually.

We took some stupid shots and was quite nosiy. Well, who cares?

The mole location pose

We went in and played Monopoly Deal

There was a Man Utd match that night at 0000 hrs if I'm not wrong. So I went to bed around 2300 hrs. And asked them to wake me up when the match started..

Then someone started to disturb me by jumping on my bed and pulling me up as per the picture below:-

See he can even pose!

I was totally annoyed.

Next morning came and I woke up with the same position as I slept last night. Shockingly, someone else was sleeping beside me. I won't tell who it was okay.

We missed breakfast cos it was already 1000+ hrs.

We then packed our stuffs and got ready till 1200 hrs to check-out. I checked the weather forecast and our last day there doesn't have any rain.

We proceed to have our breakfast cum lunch at one coffeeshop. Wanted prata initially but we just terlajak the shop and ate something else instead.

Most of their beaches are along Jl. Pantai...

Our plans starts by visiting the Ostrich Farm. Cool. My first time.

Entry per Adult @ RM 8

In Ostrich Farm, they even sells OSTRICH SATAY. How to eat like that?

Feeding it with Corn.

Go-karting at Extreme Park. We were the only Patrons there.

8 laps for RM20. Good deal right.

The worker there was kind enough to take all of our pictures. Nice!

The Track

I had 16 laps in total and the guys had 24 laps each. Racing lah apelagi kan..

Had a mini shopping at Jl. Pantai and we leave PD at 1730 hrs. Stopped at Ayer Keroh and had dinner at A&W.

Jam for about 1 hour+ because of the flood. The rivers at the roadside was bursting.

Since the driver was sleepy and wanted to reach home early, he drives up to 206km/hr. You not scared meh? We girls behind wrapped ourselves with seat belt. But I like it. Fast and furious. Teehee..

Reach home about 2300+ hrs and next day have to go to work lor.. Sianz..

Well, that was my first road trip with friends. Nice! :)

2011-02-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

I was drafting a post for the Port Dickson Trip. Lol. From 2300+ hrs till 0130 hrs and I am still drafting. I have lots to explain. That post might be useful for people who needed the most details about the hotel.

I am just very detailed when it comes to holidays and accommodation.

I'll get it published by tmr perhaps.

Anyong! It's time to get my blog kicking!

2011-02-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

My blog is dead right. Super.

What happened to me is that I am splurging on myself 900 bucks on facial services near my workplace. Nobody knows till someone read this post. Lol.

I am slowly making myself a makeover. Slowly because I am lacking of funds. I am sick of my dead ugly self. I should have done this long time ago where I earn more bucks than now but my stoopid self spent those monies on useless clothings and short weekend trips to Batam. I ain't gona do that anymore.

Then, slowly I'll settle on my tresses and others which would affect my image. It's time. Korea trip can be another time bahhh... If it can't be on January 2012, it would be by end of 2012. *cross fingers*

2011-02-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

This Port Dickson trip was especially funny.

Uncle was absolutely red and knocked out soon after drinking and jumping on my bed asking me to wake up.

Nani's classic wheelie and overshot outside the track at Extreme Park Go-Kart's track.

Shaf burping and saying "syukur alhamdulilah" after drinking and chuckling alone soon after.

Myself; insisted on sleeping on the floor after several wake up calls and falling in the toilet getting myself a bruise.

There's more to it after I got pictures from Nani.. Kekeke..

Exhausted

2011-01-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

I am seriously exhausted like mad, mad, mad.

I am super hungry but I got no appetite to eat.

I am super stressed about work where I am under a demanding boss.

I feel pathetic because my curly hair has grown and it affects my image.

I feel icky because I have a super oily skin which I have no money to go for treatments.

I just feel super sucky this January 2011.

When I thought I have someone I can talk to...

2011-01-17T21:40:00.001+08:00

It turns out that I don't really have someone to talk to about anything under the sun.

Someone just told me this last month or so; if you need someone to talk to, you can come to me.

Never say this line unless you are willing to give...

I just rambled about my unhappiness with the someone who said those line above and the joker gave me an answer that's not comforting at all.

I regret doing so.

I am totally unhappy with my life in all. Someone please kill me, so that I can forget about this super sad life of mine.

Can I cry now?

2011-01-16T04:10:00.001+08:00

I've been wanting to hold your hand so much and walk down the street together... :(

Dream High

2011-01-09T03:51:00.002+08:00

I'm done with watching 16 episodes of You're Beautiful in 6 days. How's that? Fast huh...

Now, I'm starting to watch, Dream High.

The starting is kind of boring. I am watching it because of Taecyeon. Haha. I hope it goes good along the way.. :)

Anyong.

You're Beautiful

2011-01-06T02:01:00.000+08:00

I know it's late but I am currently watching, You're Beautiful.

It was a drama that I don't want to watch. You see this poster below, it looked boring right..

Aiigoo chincha... Once I watch it, I couldn't stop. I've been sleeping late at 2AM just to quickly finish it.

I'm at episode 11 now and it's climax it's killing me!!

Let the Korean Drama's distress me..

A Date With My, BB.

2011-01-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

Lol at the title.. It's my girlfriend. We sometimes like to call each other BB. We are straight btw.

Anywho, yesterday we did some mini shopping around Orchard. Our eyes went 360 degress. 0_0 Hahah. Everything was on sale. It's a damn real sale lor..

I had my make-up products stocked up. I bought double.

We dine in at Bali Thai. It's been quite sometime since we dined in together.. I was quite happy though. Lastly we grab a drink at Starbucks. That handsome guy wasn't on his shift. I was hoping to see him there.. But too bad..

Sidetrack a little, even though I've stopped watching MSOAN, I am still listening to their OST everyday. Latest rave on my playlist from their OST, Jang Geun Seuk - I will Promise You.. So soothing.. Can someone sing that for me pweasseeee... Heehee..

Anyong.

1.1.11

2011-01-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

I vow, never to celebrate new year in SG again. Because it sucks big time. I know this vow can only go on for a few years.

New year feels like any normal day. I slept till 4PM. Naice. No plans and it has been raining since afternoon.

I thought of goin out alone to do some mini shopping. But hey man, it's Saturday and it really would feel sucky if I were to be out alone right.

I would make it out tmr alone then. John Little is having their 20% off storewide last day sale tmr. I need to top up my make up products.

Sidetrack a little, I just finished watching MSOAN like finally. Man.. Ending is just ??? It's not what I wanted or I believe the rest wanted. However, my heart feels lighter that I've ended it. I was so into the drama, seriously. Just too bad that I don't have someone to share my thoughts about it except for this blog of mine.

I am racking for a new drama.. And I can't wait for Dream High to be out! Because TAEK is acting in it! Heeheeeeeeeee!

The feeling that I've held on for almost 4 years is fading... I'm tired of waiting. I want to know someone new but why is my heart still insist on waiting and hoping that something good would come out of it?

2010-12-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

After so long, I am having a huge crush with Kim Jae Wook apart from Taecyeon from 2PM.Aigooo! Srsly!

This guy dosen't have the body as Taec. He's skinny to be exact. A little abs and flat man boobs. Lol.

I am falling in love with his sideburn as well. Nomu chua!

Everyone has their charisma.

Anyong!

PS: Waiting patiently for the last 2 episodes!!!!

2010-12-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

I am "patiently"waiting for the last 2 episodes of MSOAN. My goodness! It's airing in Korea now probably. Sigh.

And, guess what? This is the bestest drama that I've watched this year apart from Sungkyunkwan Scandal and Playful Kiss.

Seeing these celebs kissing feels so good. I'm not a pervie okay.. Just that I am just into the drama scenes; if you know what I mean.

Somehow or rather, I miss the time where I was so deeply in love with someone and get to kiss that person. But now, it's just TOTALLY off-topic. The feeling is fading soon.

Kay. I'm gonna repeat the past episodes of MSOAN! I especially love epi. 12 where Jung In and Mu Gyeol tries to make each other jealous. Lol. Chincha jaemisoh!

Anyong!

2010-12-26T03:20:00.002+08:00

My face is so oily now. My hair is messy. I'm wearing a baggy bright yellow jersey (futsal 2008 jersey)

Imagine me. I am so messy.

And, I'm folding my legs on the bed while facing the lappy.

Reading my old blog post while listening to, My Precious.

It's good to have a blog. Reminiscing my past. Quite enjoyable though.

Anyong.

2010-12-26T01:03:00.008+08:00

Despite feeling very shitty these days, there are things that made me forget the real world which is as you know by now; korean dramas plus their hot/pretty boys. Lol.

I'm currently watching; Marry me, Mary/ Mary Stayed Out All Night.

It is a seriously awesome and an eyecandy drama. My heart literally felt like bursting cos I was oogling at Kim Jae Wook a.k.a Jung In (cast name)

His features is so perfect. Epecially his high cheekbones. Aigooo..

I thought he was a Japanese. He looks like one.

And he's a model as well.

Chincha mosheetdah!

More of him below!

Love it when he say "Boku ga iru.. bo ku ga kimi wo mamotte ageru.. eien ni".

Not forgetting Jang Geun Suk in the drama. I thought he was cuter before? The lines on his mouth area makes him look older.
My favourite from him when he scream "Merry X'mas, SARANGHANDA!". (on epi 14)

His song in the drama called, My Precious is my current favourite. Very soothing. It's on my playlist now. Heheh.

It's an ongoing episodes currently and it's airing in Korea till 28/12. I am left with 2 more episodes. It's killing me man... I even thought of wanting to repeat watching it. Like it loads!

Heheh.

Anyong!

2010-12-25T19:11:00.001+08:00

Moodless. Sad. Pissed. Dissapointed. Lonely. Helpless.

Sigh.

2010-12-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

How does it feel when your holiday plans are settled and then your partner says "I can't make it and bla, bla, bla." a few days before your departure date?

Does it looked like a fucking joking matter?

Well, I guess this partner of mine wasn't really into this trip because WE ONLY DISCUSSED WHAT THAT'S GOT TO DO WITH COACH TIX AND ACCOMMODATION. ( I did all the searching and booking of coach tix and finding a good located accommodation with good prices and all my partner said was "anything". At least give some ideas or something right? )

That's it. Finish. The end.

I just need to stress this out.

2010-12-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

I want to be kissed by Jang Geun Seuk can? Pleaseeee!!!!

Heheh. ^___^

2010-12-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

I can't stand the pain in my mouth.

It's so hard to eat man.. :(

Whenever I just woke up, it hurts like shiat.

ULCERS SUCKS

2010-12-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

I am having this ulcers on the wall of my mouth.

It's because my wisdom tooth is growing out of it's ring.

So to say, my wisdom tooth now is 'gesek-ing' with my ulcers. How naise, really.

Thus, I'm so called having a minor toothache now. It's so uncomfortable. I can't really eat well ever since.

And, the bottom of my jawline area seems to be sore when I poke it.

Haiz...

I want to get this over fast.

Broke

2010-12-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

3 Reasons of why I am really broke this month. :(

1) MNET Concert tix @ $150.

2) Birthday gifts which cost me a few hundreds.

3) Year end short trip to Genting and KL.

Almost everyone got their bonuses, I am stuck here in a company which offer no bonuses nothing at all with a pathetic pay and no OT pay.

I'll rot here WELL.

And, my friend and I are planning to go to USS (she offered to pay me half the weekday price like a belated birthday treat or something)

However, when I get in, I would want to buy something right...

And, that's cash.

Oh man. I want money, money, money! :(

2010-12-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, people don't understand what I am trying to say.

They are just ignorant and think that what I am trying to say is nonsense.

Seriously. I will just keep my mouth shut for now.

I am so pissed okay?

2010-12-08T08:52:00.001+08:00

I have deleted the previous. Too emotional can?

Heh.

2010-12-07T02:58:00.000+08:00

Ever since I got back from the MNET Concert, I've been living in my Korean world. Seriously? Yes, it is.

I walked about in town alone yesterday after work and saw chinese couples. The guys look Korean can? Their dressing.

Skinny jeans with Vans sneaks and those kind of backpacks.

The plus is that there are good looking.

Okay. I miss Taek. Haha. Almost all girls miss him.

Nak hug die boleh?

2010-12-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

Ohai! Happy 21st to me.

Can't wait for MNET ULTIMATE LIVE ASIA - SINGAPORE! Weee hoo!

It just happen to be on my birthday. Heeee~:)

I got it at $150 each.

Anyong!

2010-11-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

Nari cakap.

Besok buat.

After that forever tak buat until kene tegor.

Why are humans like that one??

2010-11-28T05:23:00.001+08:00

When the spark is gone. It won't come back.

2010-11-28T04:05:00.003+08:00

Went for lunch at Ngee Ann City's Seoul Garden with Gondeng and her brother. It's opened already; newly renovated. However, they made the place smaller. It was split into two with Breeks. Awesomely, my clothes didn't smell bad like how it did to me at the Bugis outlet. Yay!

It was a treat; advanced birthday treat she said. Why thank you! My stomach capacity isn't that great as I aged. I realise that I can't eat as much as I can last few years ago.

The Sotongsss...

The disgusting sotong.. Erk!

Lol!

So, the main thing that I ate there was sotong and black pepper beef! Awesome! As much as I love lala, it taste sucky at the buffet really.

Then we sashayed around town.. and finally, I bought a handbag that I could bring to a wedding or any nice events. Just one simple bag.

We actually wanted to catch a movie but all the movie theatres in town were packed. Not so great. Lastly, we head down to JP1 for a midnight movie; Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale in 3D.

It was a funny one. I rate it 4/5. :)

The best part was... no one called asking what tine I'll be home.

And, I miss Amsyar; my baby cousin.

2010-11-27T03:02:00.002+08:00

I've teared till I could not anymore.

I Feel So Sucky...

2010-11-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

Doesn't it feel sucky when your I Love You's and I miss You's didn't get any acknowledgements?

Because everytime I did that, I would feel extremely hopeless to the point where I would not want to say all these stupid shit anymore.

And dosen't it feel suckier whenever you asked somebody out, the plan would either be cancelled or postponed to go at their own mood? It's not that I don't understand. Hard to explain.

Things are not getting better for me for everything.