I hope he will find someone who doesn't make him sad at night and someone who reminds him of how much they love him everyday and who laughs at his jokes and wants to listen to his music and who genuinely wants to be with him and doesn't second guess their love for him. I really hope he will find that. Because he absolutely deserve that.
I can't help but wonder how is he doing these days. How are his weekends like. Have he been eating well. How is his job like nowadays. Will we be able to see each other accidentally when we are both alone outside?
How are you? It has been 2 days since we last texted each other. I am extremely sorry to place us in this kind of situation. We could be married by now and live happily ever after. I hope you are leading your life well without me. The time will come whereby you wouldn't feel empty without me. I hope I feel that way soon too. I feel so empty without you. My weekends are lonely without you. My bus rides are quiet now. Most of the time you were beside me and I would share funny videos or stories with you. I blamed myself entirely for losing you - someone worthy.
Gosh, I miss spending time with you. Doing things together. Sharing stories. Hearing you laugh at my nonsensical jokes. Seeing you smile for the camera when we took a wefie. Holding onto your hands. Hugging you whenever I could. Just you by my side. I know it is complicated but I had this glitch of hope.